falling in love is a difficult task to fulfill.
from having to make the other happy,
while balancing a decent mood for yourself,
to having to put your all into it most of the time.
but when the going is tough,
you have a best friend to turn to...
but what happens if your best friend is the one you love?
i'll tell you what happens...
A LOT!
you feel like shit 99.9% of the time
when something happens that you can't tell a spouse...
but you're forced to anyway, because they're your best friend...
and then shit gets twisted
and flipped upside down
and you feel like breaking down and crying.
you just need someone to listen to you, someone to know how you feel...
but you've got no one,
because your best friend won't speak to you.
not only does friendship keep us apart,
but also our families due to racial barriers
coming from a traditional family,
im forced to "love" my kind...
but love is blind,
and shouldn't have barriers...
but there are, and it's a sad sad fact.
so i guess i'll just sit,
and try and move on from the one person that makes me happiest
hoping i won't screw this all up in the end.
i love you rr<3
you're the best friend anyone could ask for.
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