it's crazy how some days you can notice everyone
from how they act
to how they feel...
but there is one thing that you never know
but it drives you crazy...
you never know what they think when they look you straight in the eyes.
they look at you
and you know they're thinking something
let it be seen from the twinkle in their eye
the smirk growing on their lips
or simply the fact that they can't seem to look away,
you know something is going through their mind.
you question yourself
and you start to question others
you dig for the truth
or the smallest ounce of what they might have told someone.
you dig for everything that could possibly give away what they're thinking.
but they're like a stone
they're rock solid,
and you can't find out
it drives you even more crazy
right up the wall.
until you start taking drastic measures.
they're on your mind 24 hours a day
sometimes seven days a week.
you look for them,
you try to be places they are.
and then you realize,
you've gotten so caught up in them
and you couldn't have stopped it in any way.
so there you are
watching their every move
trying to notice if they notice you.
but they don't
and you fail
you try and get back up...
but the rocks keep being thrown at you
and then you stop.
quit
give up
you realize it's stupid to be obsessing over nothing at all.
so you live life
you laugh
you smile
you feel like you don't have a task to complete
and then they catch your eye
they hold the stare for a second too long
and you've started all over again
right back at step one.
